A Twist of Fate

It took all of my willpower to drag myself out of bed to write this. It just hit me, as I lie there listening to the rain, that it's going to be a few days until I can write again. So here I sit, ripped from the comfort of my Harry Potter fleece blanket and ipod on shuffle.

Today was pretty uneventful. Work in the morning, then I came home and finished my loan application for college. Tagged along with my mom to my sister's flute lesson. We got coffee =) And saw some chick walking down the sidewalk with no pants on. I will honestly never figure out this strange, strange world we live in. I'm not sure anyone's meant to.

I just finished packing for my trip tomorrow - me and my friends Ana, Miles, Dave, and Kushtrim are going to Maplewood, NJ from tomorrow until Monday. We're staying with Ana's aunt and uncle. I'm SO excited....I'm looking forward to a long weekend of crazyness and spontaneity. We're leaving around eleven thirty tomorrow morning, so I have to remember to change my alarm. I'm sure when I return I'll have a story or two or ten to share.

I'm feeling a little better about the boy situation today. I talked to Katya about it at work and she calmed me down. She said, "If you're honestly feeling this bad about it, that means you're not a bitch like you think you are so just relax......and might I bring up the fact that you got what you wanted? *sly smile*" Yeah, I got what I wanted. But I still feel a little bad. Not like last night though. I'm not sure if you can tell from the last post, but I was a complete wreck. Actually, that carried over through most of work as well, until Katya came in at two. I was snapping at customers and cursing under my breath for hours. Thank god I mellowed out after that. I hate feeling miserable and edgy.

Okay, well the fleece blanket is screaming my name right now. Until later. Peace out =)